beyond the furthest strewn star
no sé en qué regiones del vasto infinito
nace la flor de la amistad
—Fernando Maqueo
beyond
the furthest strewn star
is a vast region
where there is no matter
and as such
no motion nor time
for each defines
the other
it is there
where the darkness
is pierced
by the sharp edged
light of our reflection
and out of this
this light primeval
is born the flower
of friendship
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notions
you know how it seems
as if the sun is going down
although actually it is we
who are moving with the earth
from sunlight into dark
then from night into the light of day
try this
if you would
stand and face the sun at dusk
with feet set firmly on the ground
and while looking at the sun
feel our planets backward spin
as slowly and steadily
we enter its shadow of umbra blue
a movement from what seems
to what is true
as it is from notions held
to the truth be known
the movement of our earth
and of ourselves
a glimpse
you know how
at times we chance upon
a glimpse
a glance
a glimmer
through a tear
in our veil
a sight previously
unseen
and how we can then turn
and behold the light
that reveals
with such lucid beams
and how we find
tucked behind
and between
the lines
along the graceful
curves
of letters
and words
a meaning
not reaped but gleaned
and how we listen for that
oh so subtle chord
of frequencies unheard
but nonetheless received
we step forward
step back
advance
retreat
seemingly without destination
but yet
we can arrive
right now
right here
whole and serene
homecoming
I walk once again
along that cobblestone avenue of long ago
past the corner grocery store
with apples, pears, peaches and potatoes
in baskets and waxed cardboard boxes
spilling out onto the sidewalk
the grocer’s white apron flapping in the breeze
pencil stub tucked behind his ear
to tally on brown paper bags
our purchases and his dreams
I turn up the hill of my street
the dark edges of my casted shadow
sharp against the bright white
sundrenched pavement
I stop to gaze down and wait to see
the length of my projected self
ever so slowly stretching to the east
of those days of times before
I feel once again
the hot summer breeze
against my white cotton shirt
and dungarees
scattering sparse leaves
from even sparser trees
I look up at where once
stood before
the red brick tenement façade
of where I was born and conceived
ghosts of old women
at the windows
searching for and finding their youth
in the children playing on the street
girls at hopscotch and double-dutch
boys at bat and ring-a-lee-vee-o
I hear voices calling them home
and listen closely longing to hear again
the sweet music
of my own mother’s call
I sit once again
on that wide grey granite stoop
eroded by generations
of comings and goings
the leavings of home
and homecomings
and now my own coming home
on this day of yesterday
just as real and as different
as everyday
and today
I am more the boy
than the man I was
after or before
motherless child
in memory of Nieves "Mami" Rios